stuck. again.

it's raining in san francisco and i'm feeling stuck. have been for a number of months, and the questioning continues. "sitting with the questions" is hard. it's frustrating. and quite frankly it's boring. and it's easy to look around and see everyone else's lives falling into place.

but "most of life's unhappiness comes from comparing yourself to others." right. have to remember that.

why do i feel like every choice is already past and every decision was the wrong one? i feel like all the answers are obscured to me until after i've made a decision. everything feels cloudy. in rainy san francisco.